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Thursday, May 27, 2010 I'm Feeling Crazy Now . Sighs . Why Am I Feeling This Way Sia . They Also Nth Marhs .Only Frens . Relax Derrek RELAX . I Feel So Jealous And Helpless Sia . I Cant Help But Only Feel The Sour Taste That Is In My Heart . Wthh Is Wrong With Me ? I Miss You So Much And I Got So Much To Tell You That I Cant Put Into Words Yet Everytime We Talk , There Will Always Be Him That Will Appear Out Of Nowhere And Then I Can Only Be There Listening And Can Do Nothing But Listening To You Talking About What He Do Or Whatsoever . I Alr Told Myself From 22May That I'll Not Be Feeling This Way Again . But What Is This .. I Hate Myself .. Labels: Jealousy Or Lack Of Confidence ? Colours So Pretty :) 10:09 PM Tuesday, May 25, 2010 1 More Day Till Baby Goes Back Home From Her Camp :D . Ytd And Today Was Hell . Cannot Talk To Her In Msn . Misses Her Every Moment :( . BenBen , Did You Miss Me ? :P Sighs Tried Telepathy With Her Ytd Night :x . Wasn't A Complete Failure Though . I Imagined Her Answering Me :x . I'm Sucha Idiot Rite >_< " Ahh ~ Baby Faster Go Back Home :( I'm Drinking Beer Now . Very Bored In Msia . I Want To Go Back Sg !! :( Labels: DanDan Misses BenBen . Colours So Pretty :) 10:51 PM Saturday, May 22, 2010 Lols . I'm Back To Blogging >.< The Reason I Blog Today Is Cos I'm Now In Msia Which Gives Me A Topic To Blog . Even Though I Didn't Really Come To Msia Willingly But I'm Still Here . So I'll Try And Enjoy This And Study For My O Lvl Chinese . Sighs . I Miss My BenBen Baby Sia . I Left Her In Sg Alone Cos I Cant Bring Her With Me And I Cant Stay In Sg Alone . Sighs Then I Cant Get To Hear Her Voice And Laughter For 9 DAYS . Can You Believe it ~.~ ? Idk How I Survive lo . Think Can Think Of Her Every Min Sia . Don't Know Is She Missing Me A Not Now . Sighs . I Want To Meet Her :( . Stupid Msia Trip .. Labels: Baby :(, I Miss YOU Colours So Pretty :) 8:34 PM Sunday, March 28, 2010 Very Sian Sia . Feel Like Posting Again :P . Some1 Entertain me Pls ~ . If Any1 Wans To Dota Or Cs Or Any Other Games Can Find Me At Msn . 20 hrs Online EveryDAY . Ok Nothing To Post Le . Going Out Soon And Need Study At Night . Byes ~ Someday I Just Wanna Lie On The Grass And Enjoy The Big Blue Sky And The Wind Blowing In My Face With All My Loved Ones Beside Me And Also With No Stress And Fan Nao . (: Labels: Random Colours So Pretty :) 5:47 PM Saturday, March 27, 2010 Ok , Feel Like Posting So Here I Am . I'm At Lost Now . Got No Idea What To Do . Ok Let Me Just Write What I Feel . First , You Told Me You're Scared That You Will Affect My Studies . But How Are You Affected ? Yes , I Said Be4 If You Never Accepted Me , I'll Just Bury Myself In Books . But How Can You Be Sure That By Burying Myself In Books Will Make Me Pass My Os ? You Told Me You'll Break With Me If My Studies Got Affected , Did You Know That It Just Hurts So Much Just By The Thought Of Breaking Up With You . My Studies And You Are Two DIFFERENT Things . If My O Fail , It Got Absolutely Nothing To Do With You . And Even If You Break With Me , How Can You Be Sure That I'll Study For My O ? After Breaking With You Will Just Hurt Me So Much That I Cant Even Study . I Thought About It After We Hung Up Ytd . I Hoaxed Myself That What You Say Wasn't True And I Just Cant Seem To Sleep . I Turned And Turned In My Bed That My Phone Suddenly Dropped . I Picked Up And Saw The Handphone Strap And My 1st Tear For You Just Slides Off My Cheek . It Really Hurts Alot . Even As I'm Posting , It Still Hurts . Today I Went To Causeway And Was In The Popular . I Was Walking Around And Saw This Little Glass Frames That Are Meant Presents Meant For Their Loved Ones . One Of It Goes . ? How It Happened ? When It Happened ? What Happened I Dont Know , I Only Know I LOVE YOU . I Wanted To Buy It For You But I Thought About Ytd And I Just ... Stared Into Space . I Went Out Of Popular And Walked Inside "Action City" And Saw The Exact Same Piglet That I Bought For You . I Stared Into Space Again . So Much Had Happened And I Really Cant Afford To Let You Go . I Only Want You To Know That You Will Always Be In My Heart . I Love You .. Labels: I'll Try To Salvage As Much As I Can Colours So Pretty :) 7:16 PM Thursday, March 25, 2010 Yoo All . Here To Post Again . My Blog Is DEAD But I'll Post When I Feel Like It . 1st Of All . I'm Attached To TanSweeYing Alr . :D Today's The 40th Day We're Tgt Le . Ok . Today Never Went To Sch Cos SICK . Stupid Sia . Keep Headache -.- Today Went See Docter Wif Jack Aka Kazuki-Kun . We Go Use My Phone De M1 Service And Find What's Our Japanses Name . For Jack Is Tsubasa Kazuki , Me Toshie Tomoya And Kevin Is Yukiko Sho . Kevin Got REALLY NICE Japenese Name Lo . *Jealous* Then We Went To The Arcade To Play Photo Hunt -.- I Know Its Lame But Really .. Its FUN . LOL ! Okok . I Realise I Need To Chiong My Studies Alr . Really Very Scared That My "O" Level Will Fail ~.~ AHHH !@#!@# . I Need Go Find Tuition And Really Start BUCKING UP . Everyday Busy Dao No Times To Play Games . Any1 Got Nice Game Can Intro Wo :D . I Now Only Got Counter Strike And Dota =/ . Bored To Death At Home . Ok Ba Post Dao Here . I Go Rest Le . Changing Songs Soon . ^^ . Byes All . <3 . Labels: I Love You To The Very End Of This Road Colours So Pretty :) 7:09 PM Thursday, February 11, 2010 I'm Here To Post Again . Just Here To Say That I'll Be MIA For Few Days Or Weeks . Do Not Bother To Call Me , If You Sms Maybe I'll Reply . I'll Be Burying Myself In TextBooks So Don't Ask Me To Even Play Games . Feeling Baffled Right Now . I Don't Know What You Meant By That . The Answer Was Supposed To Be Either Yes Or No But You Gave Me A Different Answer . I'm Totally Moodless To Do Anything . I Feel Like ______ But I Just Cant . Can 2012 Faster Reach . I Want To Just Want To End Everything . 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